stars in august

4.23.2005

relationship quotes

* katie * i searched around for some quotes for you, and this is what i came up with.if you dont like any of the ones here let me know and i will continue searching :0)

you're the one who makes my heart beat
faster and slower at the same time

what i want is what i've got
and what i need is all around me

didn't know i was lost until you found me
didn't know i was blind; but now i see <3

I'm waiting to give you whater the world may bring
i'd give you my life. cause i dont own anything
it seemed like the bottom was all that i had until now
i'd give you my life if you'd give me yours somehow

i never told you how i felt
when deep inside i knew that
you're really what i need

there is nothing better than knowing you've got
what you need and it's all you could ever want

so if you're wondering,
you're absolutely amazing to me

it's our time to shine through the down
glorified by what is ours
we've fallen in love
it was the idea i ever had

i'll sing it one last time for you
then we really have to go
you've been the only thing that's right
in all i've done

no one can make me mad, make me laugh
and make me mad again all in the same
conversation the way you can <3

when i look up, you're the brightest star in a
pocketful of skies. my colored picture in a world
of black and white <3

nothing could go wrong anytime that i'm with you

i cannot speak, lost my voice, speechless and redundant
cause i love you is not enough. im lost for words

because you're all i want, you're all i need, you're everything, everything

and how can i stand here with you...and not be moved by you
would you tell me how it could be any better than this

i wanna be selfish...you are my everything

to me, you are perfect - and my wasted heart will love you

see, you and me have a better time than most can dream, have it better than the best.
and so can pull on through whatever tears at us, whatever holds us down. and if nothing
can be done, we'll make the best of whats around.

Posted at Saturday, April 23, 2005 by xblackstar
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4.10.2005

your my angel, miracle, your all i need to know, tonight

hey there babe, don't mean to cut you off
but i've heard enough lies and you're dying to get caught

i'm trying to find truth in words, in rhymes,
in notes, in all the things i wish i'd wrote cause
i feel like i've been losing you.

i could be an organ donor the way i give up my heart

and these tragic nights and afternoons wreak disaster
and i can still feel you as if you were in the room </3
where did our story end? where did it start?
i buried you along with my heart.

is this more then you bargained for yet?
oh don't mind me -- i'm watching you two from the closet
wishing to be the friction in your jeans
isn't it messed up how i'm just dying to be her
i'm just a notch in your bedpost
but your just a line in a song - Fall Out Boy

i had the notion that you'd make me forget the world
but your indecisive mind shows me that
you are "just another boy."
i had the feeling that these looks you gave me were real.
what if i ripped your heart apart at the seams
maybe then you'd know how i feel.
- The Spill Canvas

you're the worst actor that i've ever seen
but if this script called for liars.
you'd play the lead.

all these thoughts are never resting
and your not something i deserve</3

i don't know what i'm drinking doll face;
but if this is love -
pour.me.another.glass

so cut the rope. let's give them another chance
they're not the first ones to fake romance.

and we'll flip a coin for our future; heads
we'll be together forever, & tails we'll flip again

read me a letter baby, do not leave out a word
stories and cigarettes ruin lives of lesser girls

life is about change, sometimes it's painful
sometimes its beautiful, but most of the time
it's both. - Smallville

sometimes letting go is the only way to move forward - Smallville

Liking someone is accepting every part of them
but you can't do that unless they are willing to
share every part with you - Smallville

Posted at Sunday, April 10, 2005 by xblackstar
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4.3.2005

drop everything; start it all over

i flipped the cards over; and saw hearts
i folded and said "i dont deal with love"

to me; you are perfect
and my wasted heart will love you
-- Love Actually --

my hopes and dreams are gone
they faded away; like an old love song

i guess nobody really has it together - Empire Records

she knew better; but her crazy heart didnt.
it always broke. no matter how hard
she tried to protect it.

you can tell by the scars on my arms

and the cracks in my hips
and the dents in my car
and the blisters on my lips
that i'm not the carefullest of girls

maybe it's time you looked at yourself
and stop blaming life on someone else - Blink 182

but i still miss that one.
no i never got over those blue eyes
i see them everywhere
and i miss those arms that held me
baby, when all the love was there - stevie nicks

i'm sick of feeling like i need you
knowing i never did...
but i miss you </3 -- Seether

and it hurts so much
to see you move on so quickly
and i wonder..did you promise
her forever too?

i'd lay you down and whisper in your ear
that i know we've been through hell and all that
but i wouldn't change the years we've spent together

i see your face and i write a blurry line
something like; "its a good day for wishing you were mine"
that still doesn't change the fact that i wish it all the time

if i had a dollar bill for everytime i'd been wrong
i would be a self made millionaire
and you'd still be gone.
so hand me down my best dress shoes
and my best dress shirt
cause i'm going out in style to cover the hurt

and you with all your little quirks and all
your little flaws; keep drawing me back in - The 0.C

he's got your picture, in his mind
he's got your number,
on a paper - at his disposal, anytime
is it really true?
would you save yourself for someone who..
loves you for you?
so many times we just give it away -
to someone who, someone who
we met in a bar
the back of a car
and for a moment you felt important
but not in your heart </3

give me my romeo. and when he shall die,
take him and cut him out in little stars.
and he will make the face of heaven so fine
that all the world will be in love with the night

I do no regret the things i have done;
but those I did not do -- Empire Records

hollywood is the kind of place where they will
pay you 1,000 for a kiss but 50 cents for soul
-- Marilyn Monroe

Posted at Sunday, April 03, 2005 by xblackstar
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3.19.2005

we're so trendy, we can't escape ourselves

like my favorite record, your a little overplayed
and like my favorite summer, you'll never fade away

and i'm just a wreck behind
a [c l e v e r] disguise

am i not pretty enough?
is my heart too broken?
do i cry to much?
am i too outspoken? - Kasey Chambers

love hangs herself, with the bed sheets in her cell

threw myself on fire for you&&
10 good reasons to stay alive
10 good reasons i can't find

oh, give me a reason to be beautiful

my heart has been beaten and bruised and i'm pretty fucking confused;
and i always expect to lose. i'll explain it all to you through alcohol and bad tattoos
if i talk and i laugh too loud, it's because i'm trying to forget that i'm sad. because
some things can get pretty bad. but i'd like to believe that somewhere i'll find you
going nowhere....and we'll go there together </3

tell me again about those better days
this silence hurts me more, then anything you could say.
broken knuckles, broken heart.
i fell in love then fell apart.
you tried to run, i tried to hide. still we managed to collide

static love songs on the radio
i'll be the girl who sits in the back of the room
&& watches her dreams perish.
i feel almost insufferable [credit to: Glitter Dinosaur ]

i need this;; just one kiss. a gentle touch
your sweet caress
my heart will break my ribs if i hold this in
i must confess

beauty will come to those who are waiting
for something bigger than themselves

so don't go worrying about me
it's not like i think about you constantly.
so maybe i do, but that shouldnt affect your life anymore
i knew it the moment you walked in the door

Posted at Saturday, March 19, 2005 by xblackstar
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3.16.2005

she's dead inside...

your eyes still give me a reason to breathe
and midnight conversations..
still mean everything to me

I swear I'm not kidding the night time is so pretty -

with all the stars above your eyes;;
this envelope will represent my heart <3
i'll seal it, send it off, and wish it luck with its depart
-- HelloGoodbye --

i know your life hasn't been a fairytale
but if anyone deserves a happy ending
its you -- Bed of Roses

a good woman will pick you apart
a box full of suggestions
for your possible heart
but you may be offended
and you may be afraid
but dont walk away, dont walk away
but it all boils down to one quotable phrase
if you love something, give it away -Bright Eyes

have you lost your breath? or maybe thats me
tearing out your lungs&& tell me how it feels

empty another bottle, let me tear you to peices
this is me wishing you into the worst situations
i'm the kind of kid who can't let go
but you wouldn't know a good thing..
if it came up and slit your throat - Fall Out Boy

so just live, make mistakes & have wonderful times, but never ever
second guess who you are, where
you have been, and most importantly
where it is that you're going <3
[ Sex & The City ]

i've got a feeling it's not the safest place to start
the heavy breathing;; it seems we're better off
&& breaking hearts && - MAE

i may not always love you, but as long as there
are s t a r s above you..; you never need to
doubt it. i'll make you sure about it

i never need to see the sun again
there's enough light in your eyes
to light up our little world <3

can you sleep tonight
if i hold you tight
I wont let you go

&& just to let you know the next love letter
i send you is a bullet & i hope you take it to heart

i'm slowly teaching
myself how to breath
when i'm around you <3

Posted at Wednesday, March 16, 2005 by xblackstar
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3.4.2005

have you ever seen such a beautiful night?

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
We head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way
john legend . ordinary people <3

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating friend
deceives, she leaves last date. she cries, whispers
goodbye.She walks once more, out that door <3

'Cause I would give everything that I own, I'd give you my heart and this skin and these bones. The sun the moon, the Earth, the sky. I've never even stopped to wonder why. I would do anything and I would give everything to be your everything." -Stereo Fuse

"Screaming is bad for the voice, but it's good for the heart." -Conor Oberst

"All the best DJ's are saving their slowest song for last. When the dance is through it's me and you. C'mon would it really be so bad?" -Jimmy Eat World

out of two thousand people in the school i was only avoiding one...

and right as i turned the corner, there he was.

yeah fate works in some pretty screwed up ways sometimes

this might just be a waste of time
but there's no one i'd rather waste my time with than all of my best friends
- fall out boy

"and you never would have thought in the end
how amazing it feels just to live again
it's a feeling that you cannot miss
it burns a hole through everyone that feels it." - The Used

you always said i sang too loud to sing you a love song.
well i save my soft voice for the things i really mean.

the green eyes
yeah the spotlight
shines upon you
and how could
anybody deny you
i came here with a load
and it feels so much lighter
now i met you
honey you should know
that i could never go on
without you <3

you could be my anti-depressant
but i'd still love to overdose on you..

Believe me when I say I love you angel, beacause I do,
But accidents happen...and they do.

i'm helpless for you baby, but it's alright

Posted at Friday, March 04, 2005 by xblackstar
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2.27.2005

oh, know sweet love, I always write of you

you're my good feeling
im kneeling, inside a room
she paints me blue
&& you are my REASON
for breathing ..
Something Corporate

your lips
they pout and twist
&& i die trying
just to keep myself
from kissing you
straylight run

why does my heart always
beat before yours does?
after a while you can make
yourself believe in almost
a n y t h i n g - so im making
myself believe in; you <3
saves the day

well she's wrong for you, i swear.
did you forget to read the script?
there was never a role for her.
it was always you and me, just me.

He's just so attractive when he smells of whiskey and Prozac.
A wilted rose on his breast, and a death wish.
In a pinstripe suit he's pure beauty.
There's a despondency to a boy who just can't let go.
The anti-hero with a tattered book of poems.
He's fascinating in a car crash sort of way.
Like the perfect suicide note
He's tragedy - - personified.

it seemed like playin' a game with idiotic rules. First you laugh, then you tell a pretty lie, then you stick your tounge in each other's mouths. then you say something reall mean and hurtful to each other, then you go off and find somebody else to play the game with. this is an activity for intelligent people? i think not." -hard love

i can honestly say... that i never, ever, ever felt this way..
your lips, your eyelashes, your skin.. these are the parts
of your body that cause my c o m a t o s e to begin <3

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
my weakness is, that I care too much
my Scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel - Papa Roach

Put down the imaginary knife
Before you pretend to hurt yourself.

So take your cold, cold heart and drown
and don't forget to take deep breaths
-The academy is

Hello broken heart,
my name is love
Maybe you've fogotten, we've met before
Im here to remind you of better days
Im here to teach you how to live again

"There's something about Sunday night that really makes you want to kill yourself. And that creepy '60 Minutes' watch that sounds like your life ticking away." - "My So-Called Life"

swear that i'm not kidding
night time is so pretty.
- Hellogoodbye.

Posted at Sunday, February 27, 2005 by xblackstar
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2.8.2005

get tangled up in me

this is one time you can't fake it

hard enough to please everyone,
or anyone at all

and tonight, i'll wait up real late
just to sit and talk to you. I wish
I wasn't so hopeless...but I can't
help myself.

i've learned one thing & that's to quit worrying about stupid things. we've had 4 years to be irresponsible here, & almost all of it has already passed. relax. work is for people with jobs. you'll never remember class time, but you'll remember time you wasted hanging out with your friends. so, stay out late. go out on a tuesday with your friends when you have a paper due wednesday. spend money you don't have. drink til sunrise. the work never ends but highschool will.

i just wish you'd open up your big brown eyes and look the hell around, & see that i'm absolutely crazy about you. <33

bad guys lie to get in your bed, good guys lie to get in your bed - One Tree Hill

Definition of forgiveness: The perfume a flower leaves on the shoe that crushed it.

'Cause all the fashion in the world won't save you now
It's something, I'll write it down for you

"So make sure you love like you've never been hurt
and when you dance, dance like theres no one watching you"

'Cause this shit is not about pants
And this shit's not about shirts
And this shit is definitly not about hair
This shit is about having a good fucking time-alexisonfire//get fighted

and you could have it all:
my empire of dirt,
I will let you down,
I will make you hurt. - Johnny Cash

When you think about it... your love life could be like a frustrating movie. Where everyone is yelling at the screen "tell him you love him" but you just can’t seem to get it out

'have you ever considered being in love and leaving out the madly part?'

Can you help me unravel my latest mistake
I don't love him and winter just wasn't my season.

all of my friends, they're not my friends.
knife in the back, felt it again.
used to fit in, now i don't belong.
what did i do? was it so wrong?

..you smile at my face,
but you wish i was dead.

[reel big fish - somebody loved me]

Morgan: Mommy, if my dolly is cold, can I put her in the toaster oven?
Amy: No, honey, that would be a mistake.
Morgan: Mommy?
Amy: What?
Morgan: I made a mistake. - Boy Meets World

Zack: You know, I've finally found out the best thing about high school, once you graduate you don't have to come back. - Saved by the bell

Sandy: Smart kid like you. You got to have a plan. Some kind of a dream.
Ryan: Yeah, right. Let me tell you something, okay? Where I'm from, having a dream doesn't make you smart. Knowing it won't come true? That does - The O.C

Sandy: Since the minute you were born, I knew I would never take another easy breath without knowing that you were all right.
Seth: So I'm like asthma? - The O.C

Ain't been sober since maybe October of last year
Here in town you can tell he's been down for while
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles
Wanna hold him but maybe I'll just sing about it

Posted at Tuesday, February 08, 2005 by xblackstar
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1.24.2005

I only think about you

I'm a loser, baby
so why don't you kill me - Beck

so once again, i'll feel my heart break
over something that was only in my head
but don't forget. i meant every word I
should have left unsaid <3

and all i ever wanted to do
was sit around doing nothing

cause nothing is only fun when your there

somehow times goes by,
and what you had just goes away - Boy Meets World

I'm tough, I'm ambitious, and I know exactly what
I want. If that makes me a bitch...OK. - Madonna

i'll be your one more time if
you'll be my one last chance

people that are meant to be together
will always find their way in the end
- One Tree Hill

the sweetest dream you had last night
your darkest hour, your hardest fight
I know you like I know myself. and I'm
waiting for you, there isn't anyone else

cause i know only one way
and thats to give all I am away
so hold out your hands to me
and i'll show you how good this could be </3

i want so badly to believe that
there is truth and love is real
and i want life in ever word
to the extent that it's absurd

i came here to let you know
the letting go has taken place

well she said I can't take this place,
I'm leaving it behind. well she said;

I can't take this town. I'm leaving you tonight <3

"just be yourself, and if people don't like it well then fuck them" - Paris Hilton

she said she'd like it to snow
the same way it did in upstate new york
he never liked the cold. and she said, and
she said. I never want to go home.
Massachusetts, Michigan, i dont know
just as long as its us. thats all that matters

and i'm feeling nervous. trying to be so perfect
cause I know that your worth it

the sooner you realize that things are never gonna
go back to the way they were, the easier it is to get over it
- The O.C

herMINDhasFINALLYrealized
whatHERHEARTKNEWallALONG

and in that one moment; i gave my heart away

Posted at Monday, January 24, 2005 by xblackstar
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1.22.2005

books <33

okayyy here's the list of books i promised =)

What Mother Doesn't Know - Sonya Sones
Wasteland - Francesca Lia Block
This Lullaby - Sarah Dessen

The Catcher in The Rye - J.D Salinger

Flipped - Wendelin Van Draanen
Hard Love - Ellen Wittlinger

Making the Run - Heather Henson

Cut - Patricia McCormick

Lucas: A story of love and hate - Kevin Brooks

Running with Scissors -Augusten Burroughs
The White Horse - Cynthia Grant
Guitar Girl - Sarra Manning

The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Steven Chobsky

Posted at Saturday, January 22, 2005 by xblackstar
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