sickness was fixing me some
coughed out my heart on the last stall
now that the damage is done,
I never miss it at all.

        i would be lying if i said that things would never get rough and all
        this cliche motivation, well it could never be enough.  i could just
        stand here  all  night  just trying  t'o convince you but what good
        will that do? my offer stands +'you must choose. thespillcanvas

 you  said  you would be  my dream 
 i   could   have   you    every   night
 and if by morning,  i'd forgotten you
well  no big deal,  that'd  be all  right
'cause you're the reoccuring kind

 lets just drink to get drunk &&
tell each other everything 'cause    
a drunken mind speaks a sober
heart && im willing to spill it <3

 
                                      just keep your voices down
                                      can't you see these other people
                                      trying to sleep in this town
                                      and you still get your thrills from
                                      coffee and pills and complaints
                                      about the noise I make

then i found a broken heart
that dusty, wheezing thng wont start
ill fix it up and watch it grow
and send it to a happy home

keeping tempos with our without our clothes
as we composed what we love to compsoe
do you see the way his eyebrows arch?
imagine what his back can do?

                         imperfection is beauty;madness is genius.
                      & its better to be absolutely ridiculous than
                             absolutely boring. --Marilyn Monroe




   you want the truth about the truth:
                          it hurts ;; so we lie
         & people always turn out to be
     who they promised they wouldn't

knowing is better than wondering,
waking is better than sleeping,
and even the biggest failure,
even the worst, beat the hell out of never trying.
_____ grey's anatomy 
                                   

 && your lips, they don't lie as much
when  they're  pressed  against  mine

so let my hands stray past
that boundary of your back
to get you breathing
& get this started.

"So, I guess we are who we are for a list of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them."